To my dear Uncle Juha,
You ended your journey of life,
when mine had just began.
It made me see think and feel
emptiness and pain
such, I never felt before.
Having you in my life,
later loosing you tragically
influenced who I am today.
I wish you had been, because we are,
I wish we had been, because you are.
I wish you knew I loved you
and I always will.
It's more than seven years ago when we lost him and I still miss him. Tonight after having a night out to clear my head, cycling home and seeing first time that night does not come anymore, meaning summer is here. I'm thinking my life, about my thesis and what I will write tomorrow, suddenly I feel I have to dedicate my thesis to my uncle, because even more after he was gone, I felt need for "we" thinking insted of I. Maybe he directed me to my path with Ubuntu as well. 'person is a person through other person' therefore 'I am because you are'.
